yellowtwist

i saw "massu" yesterday! haha it really did looked like him  haha

When was the last time you cried?
-- hmm.. when was it? last week..? yep last week ^__^ haha i remember i was texting that time.. and in my messages i put smileys and "haha" but i was crying then.. haha.. text messages are deceiving, ne?

Have you ever faked sick?
-- hmm.. not yet ^___^

Have you ever cried during a movie?
-- yep?..ah.. yep.. but i cried while watching 1 liters of tears..it was actually a series.. i cried over a book ^__^ and a song hehe

Have you ever danced in the rain?
-- nope.. i've only played and run but not actually danced ^__^

Have you ever been drunk?
-- nope ^__^ *good girl* haha

What's the farthest you've ever gone
on a dare?
-- don't know.. can't remember haha.. i don't really like dares.. i prefer that i do things because i wanted to try something different (to enjoy my youth ^^) not because someone dared me to do it ^__^


What is your blood-type?
-- O

Have you ever been rejected by a
crush?
-- hmm.. crush is just a crush so i don't think that when he doesn't like you it's already a rejection.. it's just a crush ^___^ i've never confessed to someone haha

What is your favourite sport to play?
-- i'm not a sporty type.. ^^

Have you ever made a prank phone
call?
-- nope.. maybe prank text? haha

Have you ever said "I Love you" and
not meant it?
-- nope ^___^ i don't want to fake things ^^

What's your favourite childhood
memory?
-- fave? can't choose haha


Do you believe in God?
-- yup! i really do! ^___^

Do you believe in karma?
-- nope.. ^___^

Who was your first crush?
-- can't remember the name haha

Who do you have a crush on?
-- tegoshi yuya! haha


How would you describe yourself?
-- simple? haha.. sometimes weird haha.. i'm trying to enjoy every day haha... doing things i didn't do before haha

What are you afraid of?
-- hmm... i really don't know.. but i'm afraid of many things ^^ i just can't point them out ^^

Are you religious?
-- i love Lord Jesus! ^^

What is the best compliment you have
ever received?
-- *reminiscing*

What is the meanest thing anyone has
said about you?
-- i tend to forget things.. so i can't remember haha


What is your first thought when waking
up in the morning?
-- ..there are many different thoughts every morning.. so i really don't know haha

What is your first thought before you
go to bed?
-- i just try to evaluate myself for that day..

Who makes you laugh?
-- i laugh at my silliness haha...

Have you ever seen a dead body?
-- yep

Do you have a celebrity crush?
-- tegoshi yuya! ^^

Whats the biggest argument you've ever
gotten into?
-- i don't know if it's considered an argument haha

HAve you ever bitten someone?
-- nope! ^^

Do you make wishes on shooting stars?
-- nope ^^ i ask God directly ^^

Whats the most you've ever eaten in
one sitting?
-- too many to enumerate haha

Do you remember your dreams?
--sometimes ^^... i remember my visions haha

Have you ever been in love?
-- yup.. to God.. aside from Him.. don't know.. but i admire tego-kun ^^

Are you a morning person or a night
person?
-- sometimes morning sometimes night haha...

Do you have any phobias?
-- yup

What's the meanest thing you've ever
done to someone?
-- it's just between the two of us.. it's kinda private haha

Have you ever been to the hospital
(other then birth?)
-- yup

Do any medical problems run in your
family?
--asthma.. before ^^ but i was healed by God ^^


Have you ever laughed so hard you peed
in your pants?
--nope... not yet and hoping it would not happen haha

Have you ever written a love letter?
--nope.. i've written a fanmail though i haven't send it yet.. but i prefer it to be called a friend's letter haha

Have you ever been in a fistfight?
--i've wrestled with my brother haha but i was just a game ^^


Do you have any hidden talents?
--hidden? don't know.. it's hidden ;p haha


What do you usually prefer: books or
movies?
-- depends.. if the book's too thick.. i prefer to watch it if it has a movie.. if i watched a movie and was moved by it.. i want to read it if it's from a book haha

Who is your favourite person to talk
to?
--i don't have favoritism haha.. but i really open up to God.. i share to Him everything ^^

Who is always able to cheer you up
when you're sad?
--anyone haha

Have you ever gotten detention?
--nope.. hope i wouldn't haha

Would you ever date someone younger
than you? Older than you?
--i haven't gone on a date yet haha

What's the meanest thing anyone has
ever done to you?
--i'm forgetful haha.. gomen

What's the nicest thing anyone has
ever done for you?
--hmm...lots ^^

Have you ever been diagnosed with a
mental illness?
--nope

Have you ever wanted to murder
someone?
--i'm afraid to kill someone.. and i'm aware that it's a sin

Have you ever hated someone?
--hated yes..

Do you prefer talking on the phone or
online?
--phone ^^ i want them to hear my expressions haha...

Would you ever tell the person you
have a crush on that you like them?
--nope.. ^^ *when would i confess to tegoshi? haha*

Have you ever had a crush on an
enemy?
-- hmm.. nope


Have you ever had a crush on a best
friend?
--nope.. i prefer "close friend" than "best friend" haha

What is your favourite book (this should be books haha)?
--Bible, Purpose Driven Life, Prayer of Jabez for Teens

Do you have a collection of anything?
--yep ^^... i'm shy of it.. but ok i'll say it... i have collection of pictures and videos stored in pc..laptop and ipod haha... actually i think they reached 200+? they're already 5gb.. i think ^^


Konbanwa ^^

ok.. so shitemayi is no longer here.. he left and went to his real master so from now on i will take charge of writing my journal ^__^

wee! today we just finished the Purpose Driven Life book ^__^ my friend and i read it together during our lunch break. I am revived! haha.. honestly.. i was so down these few days. I don't know why but little things bothered me a lot. Actually, i know what to do and i know that what i was doing was wrong.. but it's hard to do the right thing, ne? But God is there! He never leaves us nor forsakes us! ^___^

ok! I'm starting to be my old self again and i think because of what has happened, i learned a lot and will become better..hehe... waaaa! i am so weak! really!!! haha... and during the "trial" period i realized that. Yep! i am proud of my weaknesses because i know God can use them. God uses weak people ^___^ i'm weak but strong because of Jesus! ^__^ God's glory can be seen through my weaknesses.

Whoah! Jabez's prayer really amazes me! I prayed that little prayer to a big God and..zap! Everything is not the same. It's not the same routine! haha... today we had many adventures with God. Thank You Lord! ^___^ I'm one of the millions who can testify that Jabez's prayer works. And yes! we just need to ask God and He will give it to us according to His will ^___^ God's blessings are not limited by His power, but by us. There are many blessings in store for us.. they're just for asking... God is so good! ^_____^

I'm in the front-row seat of miracles ^___^ thank You so much Lord Jesus ^^


wait.. i realized another thing.. ^^ good happenings or events cannot guarantee you to bring happiness or joy. Last tuesday, we had a test and the result turned out to be good. Yes, i am thankful to God. I thanked Him immediately but i was still down. I was sad and i didn't know why. I ought to be happy and joyful.. but.. i don't know why. God made me realized that those things cannot guarantee you real happiness and joy. I'd rather have problems but have peace and joy in my heart than have everything but still feels incomplete. God is the only one who can give us joy beyond compare! ^___^

thank You Lord ^^



God bless minna-san ^___^


by the way.. i'm trying to study japanese.. ^__^ hehe.. so anyone willing to be my tutor? thanks ^___^

ok! so shitemayi is kinda busy these days.. though i don't know when he would have free time to do his job! haha anyway.. the owner of this journal is back! weee~

This day is our monthsary! haha.. We've been I-D for a month now! weee~ it's already 1 month since i became a college student! haha..

updates...

We have many friends now! o^^o I think we're 7 in a "lunch" group. We ate almost everywhere in the campus. We ate in the reading area, in vacant rooms, in the green land, in the center point *of course with our home-made obento* ^^ 

I really enjoy their company haha.. we're like high school students goofing around! we tried to scare one of our guy friend by switching off the lights but we we're the ones who screamed! haha.. we didn't expect that it would be so much dark..as in you could see anything!! haha

..to be continued..



p.s. shige i'm writing you a letter so please wait for it. haha.. i hope you could really read it ^^

i really like the result.. haha.. though i want the three of them.. is it possible to get three results??? haha

Nothing under God's control can ever be out of control.

bad shitemayi!!

sorry yellowtwist!! i wasn't able to update your blog..

ok so now i will update.. i wonder if yellowtwist really wants me to write her blog.. hmmm (=^I^=)

June 13 was her first day in college. As expected, a freshie should be e-a-r-l-y!! yes! early! So yellowtwist arrived at her school 30 minutes before the time *applause* Unfortunately, they didn't know their room because it was an NSTP class. So to cut the story short, many of them were..uh...err.. late. Luckily their professor just gave them a very... as in very brief explanation..it only lasted for about 5 minutes knowing that NSTP class is 3 hours! haha There's more than 2 hours vacant. Yellowtwist and her 2 friends went to the nearest mall, their school's so-called "annex" to pass time. Unluckily, the mall still wasn't open, it's supposed to open 10 am and they went there past 8 am.. haha.. so much for a first day! A fast food chain was the only place open where you could hang out comfortably. They planned to just "sit-in" there but the crew seemed to notice their plan and he kept on looking at them. Out of shame, they ordered fries! haha.. *stingy college students!* 10 am arrived! yey! they excitedly went to the mall to roam around but their feet were already aching because they were not used to wearing heels. Too bad! haha.. They decided to just "sit-in" again in the food court. 11 am arrived. They find a hidden place in the food court and brought out their... lunch!! haha... *stingy-stingy-stingy" They hurriedly ate their food because it was "shameful?" to eat your home-made lunch in a food court! They went back to school 30 minutes before their next class. They weren't able to enter the classroom right away because when they peeked through the door, they thought the people inside were seniors *bad freshie!* but in fact they were their classmates! haha... Psychology was their class and they just played! Nothing really funny happened...gomen

Gomenasai for not updating this blog.. 

On one of the posts, yellowtwist promised that she would write something about her first day in college. Unfortunately yellowtwist had been very busy lately so i decided to take charge of her journal. By the way, I am shitemayi  =^I^=. 

Ok a brief introduction of myself ^^

yellowtwist adopted me. She said that she saw me lying unconscious on the street on her way to her school and she pitied me so she decided to adopt me. I can't remember anything when I woke up. I can just see buildings, vehicles, smoke.. so much for a city! yellowtwist taught me things. I watched her  on her first day of college and i am always beside her.. watching her *'cause i can't do anything.. i am a cat without any memory*. By the way, college life is somewhat familiar to me. Seems like i've also been in a college before with someone... hmmm... but i can't quite remember. Anyway, i don't need to force myself to remember things. It's such a headache you know? i hope my memory would come back soon! 

And since i can't remember and do anything, i decided to help her update her blog until my memory comes back ^__^ *you're so lucky yellowtwist for seeing me accidentally!! haha

So much for my intro =^I^=

And oh! don't expect college life in this entry. I am kinda tired so maybe i'll just write tomorrow or on saturday.. or maybe sunday.. or.. errr... i am a cat and cats do get tired you know? haha

God bless everyone ^______^

What if..

1- someone approached you and ask for your autograph?
<huh?... weeee~ haha.. *celebrity mode*

2- your closest/best friend of the opposite sex suddenly kissed you?
<cheeks only is ok... other than that..no! ^__^

3- your mother gave you 100pesos and asked you to live by yourself
<whoah!! where could my 100pesos take me?

4..your crush pay a visit in your house?
<my reply.."why are you here? did i ask you to come?"

5- somebody dare you to smoke?
<nope.. i won't smoke.. *good girl*

6- you only have a month to live?
<3 make the most out of my life.. live every day as if it's my last ^^

*no.7...missing!!**

8- your friend back-stabbed you?
<3 forgive but i think it would take time to restore what's before

9- GMA7 offered you a commercial?
<3 weeee~ if the price is right *greedy-me?*

10- a dog chased you?
<3 run! run! run!

11- your favorite celebrity called you on the fone?
<3 weeeee~ *touched* it's an international call ^^

*no.12...missing*

13- you have issues in school?
<3 try to clear things if they're just rumors.. if they're true.. do nothing ^^


14- you slipped in front of your crush?
<3 smile o^^o

15-you like your friend's crush?
<3 impossible.. i have tegomass and my friends don't know them haha

What would you reply if someone said

1- "why can't you move on until now?"
<3 huh? move on with what? you're weird..

2- "why are you always following me?"
<3 huh? who are you anyway?

3- "can we be together as lovers?"
<3 sorry.. i have tegomass ^^

4- "i envy you"
<3 maji de?? domo arigato ^^

5- "i wish you're not leaving me behind?"
<3 Gomen ne...

6- "you're really numb!"
<3 gomen ne... what do you mean numb? numb with what? make it clear.. duh?

7- "let's go to mall and watch a movie!"
<3 weeee~ your treat..

8- "i love you.. remember that"
<3 i hope it's from tegomass.. if not.. what did you say again? i have a bad memory..

9- "you're too young for me"
<3 you just look old... anyway.. you're too old for me

10- "you're cute according to my cousin"
3 cousin? huh? your cousin saw me?

11- "can i have a your picture?"
<3 weeee~ hollywood here i come

12- "let's join wowowee!"
<3 nope.

13- "do you love me?"
<3 ..nope... surely you're not tegomass or even wagahai

14- "can i kiss you on the cheek?"
<3 nope.

15- "you're insecure with me?"
<3 huh? with you? no way!

16- "we're done. i can't take it anymore"
<3 ok.

17- "i'm more photogenic than you"
<3 if that would make you happier.. ok..

18- "you love him.. he loves me"
<3 don't daydream ok?

19- "you're funny"
<3 maji de? thanks ^^

20- "why do you smoke?"
<3 sorry i don't smoke...